I WILL CHANGE MY BLOG THEME COMING SOON~!

I WILL CHANGE MY BLOG THEME COMING SOON


STILL REPAIRING MY BLOG... THIS SITE GONNA BE SO BORING AND MAJOR DISASTER FOR A WILE~ BE PATIENT AND FASHION!~ AHAHAHAHA


BTW IM AT MALACCA RIGHT NOW~ FEELS GOOD TO BE BACK~ 
today is tuesday..do i have any idea??


i have to change all of those old picture.... takes time :(

SEASON 4 EPISODE 86..~!

SEASON 4 EPISODE 86

this is the first time in my life that my mind is so weird.. AHAHA

like seriously im not thinking.. i do thinking about other people, but im thinking about ma self a lot. hah! never felt like this before. the most interesting is, i just bend so much more real about myself when im talking to myself. urrrgggghhhh... (hungry for McD right now).... drama all day long is not necessary i guest. well i pee 8 times today and idk y.. ahahaha its too much! sick to go to toilet a lot.. well i love to go to toilet if im at my faculty.... to smoke actually! AHAHAHAHAH pon bolleh~~! 

                                   nice shot barrack! yohooo

seems like I've found almost all of the pieces of my self. but im still weird, why the hell im feeling so empty?

 is it cause my mom did call me this morning from makkah? 

or is it too much thing to think about? 

or is it cause i don't know when i will go back to my hometown?
or is it cause i don't have a girlfriend? huge possibility!
or is it cause im hometown sick? missing my friends?

or is it cause my sister din't gave me a lot of money to stay alife?

or is it about print costing final paper?

or is it cause i watched !@$% last night? well my room is empty.

or is it about im jealous with other people that have a gf/bf? milo already have a boyfriend and broke our promise.

or is it cause im thinking too much!??? huge possibility!!!

or is it cause im not praying to allah? HAH?!!!!!

im can say that i lost another pieces of my self... its ok. im still standing strong. just my head, full of dandruff. AHAHAHAHAA

FRIENDSHIP

money comes and go

car come and go

couple come and go

opportunity come and go

friends come and go but, 

those 2 people.... malaysia... is hard for me to not to think about them..

"LIST OF IRREPLACEABLE"

and some of the other that is most.... i just show the most... 


p/s I THINK THIS IS THE BEST POST THAT I EVER DID... CAUSE IT MEANS A LOT. POYO POYO POYO

WHO M I?~!

ok hye... i am A - Z - H - A - R . call my name and i'll say "ape~?" , "yo", "yup", "what up ", "awatnye", "asal", "mmmm", "huh" sometimes i don't say "waalaikumussalam" n idk y.. a lot of sin just for that. so that's how i did.... i am 2 + big O, well i am very very complicated person, open minded (really?? O_o), fun, crazy, outspoken... i just say things that in ma head, very very very soft heart, listener, artistic, dreamer, dramatic, "twicer"... i love to make out ma own word. so you will know what is that mean, not too sporty, always have a swinging mode, shopaholic, eat a lot, chinese malay iban looks like! ahahahah lets see, a bit clumsy, have a lot of tattoo( skar ) because i always hurt ma self, love ma friends more than my girlfiriend if i have one.... i lost ma dad when i was 8 or 9. and i lost 2 of my best friends because god has taken back their soul. and what is left now is 2 best friend.. one is in this big city, and another one in my hometown. i am "male person" i need a lot of cig! AHAHAHAHA

THEIR FACE LOOK SO SIMILAR ~!

KAROLINA KURKOVA

CARIDEE ENGLISH 

CAMERA ON TV~~!

CAMERA ON TV

YAW~~~!!!! THIS IS CYCLE 16 ANTM

I am not gonna talk about dslr camera, what is good for ya and what iis not. no no no..

big nooooo... so, its hard for a photographer to catch a moment in a picture actually to get an 

amazing photo.... and the models too... 

FROM LEFT BACK- IDK, BRITTANI, MIKAELA, IDK, IDK, IDK, ALEXANDRIA, JACLYN,

FRONT LEFT- KASIA, MONIQUE, HANNAH, IDK, ANDRE, MOLLY

i dont have a time to remember their name! AHAHAHAHA

THIS ONE IS BRITTANI... MA FAVOURITE!!

"EXTRAORDINARY ARTISTIC TALENTED COUTURE MODEL"

LOOKS LIKE AN ALIEN OR SOMETHING AND AMAZZZING

 

SHE IS A DREAM!

THIS ONE IS HER WORST PICTURE ONLY

HUUUUUU CHAR!! THIS IS BEYOND AMAZING!

THIS ONE IS THE FAKEST BITCH!!!! 

"SEXY BOMBSHELL AND HIGH FASHION MODEL"

YEAH YEAH YEAH... SHE LOOKS GOOD IN EVERY PICTURE.. NECK AND NECK

WITH BRITTANI... BUT SHE IS FAKE, HER ATTITUDE 2 BE ANTM WINNER IS KINDA 

WORST IDEA EVER... IF SHE IS THE WINNER.

THIS IS MOLLY, SHE IS AMAZING, BUT VERY VERY VERY 

HIGH TEMPER AND ALSO NOT FORGET, ATTITUDE!

"SEXY BOMBSHELL GODDESSES"

 I LOVE HER... SHE CAN WIN THIS BUT I DON'T THINK SO....

THAT'S IT....

AMAZING PHOTOGRAPHER, PHOTOGRAPHED THEIR PICTURE EVERY WEEK,

THE IDEA OF THE PHOTO SHOOT  IS AMAZING,

IDK HOW THEY THINK TO GET THAT IDEA... I LEARNED A LOT!

IT IS NOT A PERVERT/HORNY GUY WATCHING 

AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL

TO SEE BUNCH OF HOT MODEL WEARING SEXY OUTFIT AND SHOW THEIR BRA AND UNDERWEAR ...

THIS IS ALL ABOUT ART.

I NEED TO LEARNING BACK ON HOW TO PHOTOGRAPH PEOPLE.. EEHEHEHEHE

STUDY FOR "C"~!

o maiiiiiiii goshhhhh i need a partner to play pool together! 

this week is super duper boring.. full of madness, unfinished assignment, accident , phone crisis, hometown friends, and bla bla bla ahahaha

please somebody take me out from this madness situation please. :)

may be i need a lotta lotta cigar! ahahah 

i read a blog about confident.. so how the hell in the world i can increase ma confident level.

Recognize your insecurities.

Realize you're Worth It.

Realize you're funny

Talk about it with friends and loved ones.

Remember that no one is perfect.

Identify your successes

Be thankful for what you have

Be Positive, even if you don't feel the same way.....

Being realistic is of paramount importance

Accept compliments gracefully.. 

Look in the mirror and smile.

Stick to your principles.

Help others.

Always keep a smile on your face, that will build a lot of self-confidence.

Don't over think it.

Make a list of special talents you have, or things you do that are good—morally or otherwise.

Find your passion.

Focus on others.

Celebrate your individuality.

Improve your posture.

  

motor motor motor~!

motorcyle ....

1. hit a side mirror of a car at the traffic light..i did this a lot actually..

2. problem with the tyre at section 18 after bowling

oh... tq to the abang ajaib cause help me out with aiman that time. :)

3. out of fuel in the fucking hot day.. twice. one on friday, and the other one.. i dont remember but its on ma way    to syaid. yeah yeah fucking shit fuel meter.

4. i ran away from police... and then hit carrera car... and again... run away... and after that me and twinkle laughed so hard, and absolutely terrified after that. i have to paid about 2k if i decided to stop and apologize with that guy in the car. so hell no we gonna stop.

5. then, this one nobody knows.... i'll tell you guys

6. last night, twinkle hit suzuki swif and she is just fine! just fine! :)

7. and today.... a waja car, hit me, and i fell, then my motor just reall love me and can't let me go.. then fell along with me... yea yeah... its hurt so bad at the beginning, after an hour something like that, ma shoulder getting better but my hips... just freaking sick. the hardest part is when i wanna get up after laid on ma bed. but i have to push the muscle so it will getting better.. i better moving than sit back and enjoy the fucking sick moment of ma day... it is just so funny cause once i am ok, and suddenly i am injured... not so bad this year compared to the " paip" stuff. so im fine.. i decided to tell ma family about what happened tonight and yes... my mom so worried about me, and ma sisters laughed at me so badly and said, eyes on the road and a car.. i think you just look at the road" but they said that in malay. 

8. yeas yeas yeas! unforgetable!!!! my feet, i mean ma leg! the exzos! omg! its really hurt.


sorry for the terrible grammar.... head spinning line tornado if motorcycle 

ALLAH~!

I PRAY TO GOD THAT ARIFF WILL BE OKAY IN HOSPITAL AFTER THE TERRIBLE ACCIDENT LAST NIGHT. I REALLY REALLY WISH THAT HE WILL BE FINE... I AM SORRY, THAT'S  THE REASON WHY I AM QUITE SILENCE LAST NIGHT...

I MUST FACE ALL OF THIS NICELY...HOPEFULLY .I REALLY DO

GOD BLESSED YOU~!

JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE ASSIGNMENT,

THEN I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST GUY IN THE WORLD!

AND I PROMISED I'LL BE START POSTING BACK SOMETHING INTERESTING

AFTER ALL THE MADNESS AND UNFINISHED WORK.

AND BY THE WAY, I AM TOTALLY IN A GOOD MOOD, NOTHING SPOILED HAPPENED TO 

ME TODAY, AND YEAH, MY BEST FRIEND ITS LIKE MY SIBLING.

ALWAYS BEHIND MY BACK HERE IN THIS FUCKING BIG CITY. 

AND THANK YOU SO MUCH.

GOD BLESSED YOU.

AND RIGHT NOW ON WEDNESDAY, I AM VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED, SPEECHLESS, TOO MUCH 
LIED AND THAT'S IT.

NECK AND NECK~!

OOHHHHH YEAHHHH ALMOST ALL OF MY ASSIGNMENT IS DONE.. MY TEXTILE STUFF IS ALREADY DONE AND ON THE WAY TO THE SUBMISSION! GREAT NOW WHAT IS LEFT IS THE JOURNAL, LOG BOOK, BINDING AND FINISHING, AND THE GUM STUFF. YEAH I CAN FINISH IT IN 0NE DAY.... SO TOMORROW WILL BE THE DAY. NO MATTER WHAT, IT WILL BE OK. (MOOD: BUNKFACE- SITUASI)

SO WHO'S THE NEXT HUMAN BEING GONNA START MESS UP WITH MY MIND. I DON'T KNOW, AS LONG AS YOU STAY AWAY FROM ME, I'M GONNA BE FUN CAUSE "THIS PLACE" IS ABOUT TO BLOW. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE ME, JUST SHUT YOUR LIPS~ "THIS IS ALL DRAMA DARLING, I'VE SEEN ALL THIS TRUST ME" MY FRIEND TOLD ME. SO I KINDA CAN HANDLE YOU. :) I CAN THROW YOU ROSES AND DIRTS. (MOOD: RIHANNA-ROCKSTAR 1O1)

GUYS, PRETTY GIRL DOES NOT ALWAYS ROCK.. SOMETIMES THEY SUCK. WAIT, JUST SOME OF THEM. AND I BELIEVED THAT THERE IS A LOT OF GIRL THAT IS "PRETTY GIRL DO ROCK"  (MOOD: MAROON 5- GIVE A LITTLE MORE)

I DON'T THINK THAT I CAN RUN AWAY FROM CREATING SCARS ON MY BODY... I GOT ONE FOR TODAY. :) ITS LIKE A TATTOO RIGHT NOW... ITS AL OVER THE PLACE. (MOOD: IDK)

NEVER GONNA LEAVE THIS BED (MOOD IS TOTALLY MAROON FIVE)

"CHECK YOUR PENIS IN HER BRA. IS IT THERE?"

-HOW MAD I AM AS AZHAR MOHAMAD FOR TODAY-

DONE

HUGE LIFE~!

I USED TO BE A FAT BOY

MY DAD IS GONE

I HAVE A LOT OF SKARS ON MY BODY

I LOVE TO DANCE WHEN NOBODY'S HOME AHAHA

WE NEVER QUICK WE NEVER REST ON THE FLOOR

I THINK SUCCESS NEED A SACRIFICE AND COMMITMENT 

I HAVE AN ARTISTIC MIND... HIGH IMAGINATION :)

I LOVE SOMETHING THAT IS SPIRITUAL 

EVEN IMMA HIGH ENERGY PERSON... THERE IS DARK SIDE OF ME

IMMA.... HUGE HATERS FAN OF JUSTIN BIEBER.. DOESN'T MEAN I HATE USHER

I ALREADY HAS MA BEST BUDDY

TO BE CONTINUED~!

sexay~!

HYE HYE HYE... I AM AT MY HOMETOWN RIGHT NOW... AND WILL GO BACK TO SHAH ALAM AROUND 8 PM TONIGHT.... .....  actually i just wake up from sleep so my head feels so sexy and idk why.. ahahaha! for some reason my photoshop din't workout even after formatted my computer... well i have an ass sign men(assignments) to do! but hay. my megazine assignment is done! :) it is not that hard to finish that assignment.. so i haven't finished  my calender assignment yet because i wanna do some special effects on it by using photoshop but my photoshop is like a s!@#@!t.. eehehe its ok.. i have a good time tonight, i can finish it all :)

every night and day when i am at my hometown, i kept thinking about "you". you are ma life.... ecewah! ahaaha being so romeo right now.... well talking about romeo, i am thinking about a guy that is so loser... he is short and useless.. thats it... i am waiting a time that is right so i can punch him on his fucking Chinese face just because he is being such a jerk to my girl friend. i mean a real jerk.